Attitudinal Attire, a New Dress Code

abstract painted mannequins in a row naked facing wall with hands overheadWe who experienced attitudinal barriers staring us in the face were artists waiting to be rendered. We were dancers behind the curtains waiting in the wings for our curtain call.  We were angry emerging specimens, angry pieces of art.  We were morose, manipulated, mannequins, with people
gawking at our visage and looking right through us, as if we did not exist.

We were unfinished and angry pieces of art. We were kept in the shadows and not in the light of day, with everyone writing our story.  We did not write our own stories. We were experiments, and we were not supposed to live.  

We were experimented on by all sorts of people including rehabilitation counselors, psychologists, therapists and social workers, and teachers who put a label on us as maladjusted and closed the box. Some people I knew when I was young and grew up in New York are gone now to cancer, due to rape and disappointment in life.

I don’t want to blame anyone. Everyone is complicit in society. It’s a systemic problem, and everyone reinforces everyone else’s stereotypes. Everyone drinks the same Cool-Aid. They are numb to the feelings they would have if they themselves would have a disability. It’s too frightening.

So, instead we are sitting on the sidelines. Attitudinal barriers are on both sides of the fence.  People with disabilities can destroy each other. Addictive patterns can bring that level of toxicity and negativity to ourselves.  We spoil our genuine empathy, and turn on each other instead of being vulnerable.  We shame each other, and cover up that vulnerability.

Every relationship is a two-way street. Some of us have played victim, because we have been portrayed that way as pitiable. Some of us believe it. Some of us have bought into the systemic view of us. Mannequins are form-fitted and forced to become like that.  We are trapped and manic, and we behave in self-destructive ways. We self-sabotage when we are ashamed about mental illness.  designer mannequins displayed each uniquely decorated

We must continue to thrive and work on our masterpiece which is us, our evolution, not to enable others, not just to survive, but be ourselves, true to our own music. 

~ Lynne Koral

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